0 Ueyab today

12.19.13.3.2 3 Ik 0 Uayeb 3 Ik (day 42 of 260)
2458 days until 12-21-2012

Tomorrow is my Mayan birthday, 4 Akbal, and it's also 1 Uayeb. The second dead day. What does that mean for the rest of my year?

My Goober-bird has been dead for 2 weeks tonight. This morning I watched the sun come up from my bed and cried thinking that she'll never see another spring.